I found this & fell in love.

vintage VOGUE COVER

The photo above is the first Vogue cover, Countess Divonne by Harry McVickar, 1893.

ca 1867 , author unknown.

ca.1874. unknown. (I could not find the author). 

Music sheet cover for The Orange Blossom, ca 1850

Music sheet cover for The Orange Blossom, ca 1850.

Disappointment  Julius LeBlanc Stewart  1882

Disappointment by Julius LeBlanc Stewart,1882.

Annie Londonderry.

This photography shows Annie Londonderry. She became one of the most celebrated women of the 1890s. Her amazing trip was reportedly set in motion by a wager that required Annie not only to circle the earth by bicycle in 15 months, but also to earn $5,000 en route as well. This was no mere test of a woman’s physical endurance & mental fortitude; it was a test of a woman’s ability to fend for herself in the world. I really love biking soo this old photograph is really inspiring. 

Lewis Carroll c. 1863

Lewis Carroll ca. 1863.

Girl With a Rose by Gustave Leonard de Jonghe, 1870’s-80’s

Girl With a Rose by Gustave Leonard de Jonghe, 1870.

Virginia Oldoini, Countess of Castiglione 1837-99 (La Castiglione.) She was the mistress of Emperor Napoleon III and the one of the earliest known “models.”

Virginia Oldoini, Countess of Castiglione 1837-99. She was the mistress of Emperor Napoleon III & one of the earliest known models.

Jules Lefebvre, Ophelia, 1890

Jules LefebvreOphelia, 1890.

William McFarlane Notman, Great cedar tree, Stanley Park, Vancouver, BC, 1897

William McFarlane Notman, Great cedar tree, Stanley Park, Vancouver, BC, 1897.

I am so happy even if my life is a bit confused right now I am discovering what I really love & I will do my best to make everything around me beautiful again. <3  

Love! 

sabina tabakovic

Önskar att alla i hela världen var lyckliga!

I loved you more than I loved my self.

18 mars 2012, another sunny morning overfilled with emotions.

My diary since 1992

you will always be close

Something my soul needs

Selfportraits by me, 18/3-2012. 

Den lilla dagboken i bild nr 3 är fylld av texter jag hållt för mig själv sen 18 år tillbaka, nästan hela mitt liv finns sammanfattat där. 

Alla dessa tankar, känslor, ord, bokstäver, kärlek som fyller mitt liv. Allt detta vill jag föreviga. Jag tänkte börja snart. På riktigt. Det blir aldrig vackert om du inte själv vill det. Det blir ingenting. Jag tänker aldrig gå ett steg fram igen om ljuset är bakom mig. Här är en låt jag lyssnar på just nu, ”Flesh & Bone* av Keaton Henson. Så inleder jag natten & som  kärlek dröjer den sig kvar. Stjäl tid av dagen & drar det sista ur människans historia.

Love! 

sabina tabakovic